Sunday, July 22, 2007

Holy hormones!

I went shopping for a journal and while I was at Target, remembered that they had some adorable dinosaur bibs and onsies.

They were on clearance, but the bibs and onsies were sold out. They did have a green fleece blanket that says "Sunggle Saurus" on it for only $6. Of course, I had to buy it!

Then I stopped at Barnes & Noble and found the PERFECT journal and barely got to the parking lot before I was bawling.

It hit me that I am finally having the baby that I've longed after for over a year and I couldn't hold back the tears. I am so very excited for this and it just became so real when I bought the first thing EVER for the babysaurus.

LOL, I am tearing up now just writing about it!

There is a picture here:

password: babysaurus

Thursday, July 19, 2007

I count myself among

the luckiest of lucky.

we were staring down the barell of 12+ months TTC and the hulking monster that is infertility. We are truly, truly blessed to be given this precious gift.

I will not take a single moment of this pregnancy for granted.

And to everyone who has so warmly congratulated us, Thank you, so very much. Without the support of those who have been there through the tears and the pain, we would not be here.

For those who muct continue in the TTC struggle, my heart is with you and I hate that I can not do anything to aide in your fight except to continue to keep you in my prayers as always.


Sunday, July 15, 2007


The last blog about the car was posted using the pictures of the actual car on the carmax website. Once we put our deposit down, they took down the pictures so my image source was broken.


Since my batteries are dead in my camera, here is a stock picture.

It looks just like this except dark blue. :-)

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

I cannot stop smiling.

We got the car.

Have I mentioned that this is my dream car? Some people want a Jaguar, or a Ferrari, I want a VW Golf.

I am so happy that there is nothing that could bring me down.

Monday, July 9, 2007

So. This sucks.

The car cannot be fixed.

But, at 170,000 miles, I think the girl needs to be retired.

My father in law is being kind enough to send us money to use as a down payment so we can get a new car. We found the PERFECT car. Orange Chevy Aveo 5 door hatchback.

Let's hope this goes as well as possible.

Sunday, July 8, 2007

Someone stop me...

So far today I've purchased Centipede, Wizards of Wor, Dig Dug, Pitfall, and the adapter needed for the Atari that was Donnie's early birthday present.

And I am going to pick up a pineapple plant. Yes, you read that right. A pineapple plant. One of the good things about FL life is the ability to grow yummy tropical fruit.

Donnie is outside fising the car. I'm hiding from the sun because I jogged/walked nearly 2 miles around lunch time today. I'm not sure what kind of idiot goes jogging at 12:00 PM in July in FL... oh yeah, me. I thought I was going to die. I put sunblock on but apparently I missed right at my hairline... I have a red line bordering my hair on my forehead. Nice.

Hopefully, the car will be fixed and Jessi can turn the heat off when she drives.

By the way, yogurt is the best yeast infection cure EVER.

Thursday, July 5, 2007

I'm drunk

and crying uncontrollably.

I am so overwhelmed right now and it just sucks.

This weekend will be spent trying to replace the water pump on the car... Hopefully, she will make it until Friday night :(.

I'm struggling with depression over a great many things. My weight, TTC, money, work... Ugh. I just wish I had a girlfriend to take me out shopping and for pedicures. :-( Being an adult at 21 is hard, no one else my age seems to care that I am resposible, nor do they care to "hang out" because once the ring is on the finger, you lose all coolness.

Wednesday, July 4, 2007


After last months gauntlet of bullshit, things are improving which just confirms my faith in positive thinking.

I am so madly in love. I have a terrific life and there is just one thing missing.


I really, really hope so...

Sunday, July 1, 2007


People are dumb and seek out drama.

I'm jaded and I won't change.