Saturday, April 5, 2008

I have the best friends in the world.

Steph, I am working on emailing you back, dollface. <3

It's already getting better. Each day is a little better than the last and it really does make the light at the end of the tunnel seem so much closer.

Nancy, I really appreciate your input. It's really nice to hear from you and you are right, babies seem to make every other aspect of your life so insignificant. I have been blessed with a very good baby. I guess I paid my dues with 26 hours of hard labor. Ick. I just never knew how totally life changing this is. I mean, you know, but you never really know until wham, bam, thank you, ma'am you're handed this squirmy crying creature that is totally dependent on you.

I WILL survive. I have so many wonderful people pulling for me.

Jewels, that story has stuck out in my mind from the moment I read it. It really struck a chord with me and it is so true. There are moments you just want to hide and never come out, but then you take a deep breath and take it one mini-crisis at a time until you get through another day.
And anyone who wants more pics, email me! I'll send you the link to my photo gallery for Quinlon.

Email: jessi.dooo "at" gmail "dot" com


Stephanie said...

Take your time, I'm available whenever you need me. You are doing exactly what you knew in your heart you were born to be and that's a wonderful Mommy.

How are you feeling physically?

rocket.queen. said...

Physically, not so bad. Still a bit sore and easily tired.

Night times are not my best time... It seems that once the sun goes down I get more than a little emotional. It gets better everyday in small steps and that is all I can cling to now.